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i am really torn up right now. really really torn up. someone who i told everything too and felt super close to, turns out was keeeping a major secret from me for 7 whole months, and i’d guesssed this secret many times and she denied it to my face.
i don’t joke around when i say i have no friends. i really feel so empty sometimes.
my close guy friends end up falling for me all the time and then the friendship is destroyed.
and i’ve never really had a girlfriend who i could say she’s my number 1 friend in my book, and i’m number 1 in hers.
and it tears me to pieces inside cause sometimes i just feel so utterly lonely.
i don’t know what to do. how am i even supposed to face her tomorrow i can’t even stop crying.
please don’t repsond or message me telling me i’ll be your number 1 friend and stuff please it really won’t help.
seakingler said:
i won’t say that you’re my #1 or anything because well obviously i hardly know you but, i can seriously relate. i moved and left behind my only mutual female best friend, and my current best friends are my boyfriend and a guy who likes me
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